Thoughts on a sleepless night

Have you ever had one of those nights where your thoughts just keep you up? That's what's happening to me... It's not fun I'll tell you what. As I'm sitting here at 3 AM writing this blog thousands abound thousands of thoughts are going through my head. I just want to tell me brain to quiet down so i can at least sleep! But i don't think that's ok to happen so i decided to do what i can actually do best. And that is writing woooo!

Anyway back to thoughts. Thoughts, Thoughts.... So many different type of thoughts that could keep people awake, like for instance "oh that one boy was cute i wonder how i could get him to talk to me again...." or "I wonder if we have any chocolate in the house, cause i'm really wanting some right about now..." or other thoughts that people might have. My thoughts are actually much different. "where should i apply for a job next...", " what career should i go for so i can support myself..." thoughts on any young mind who doens't know what he/she wants to do...

I have been thinking though, that i might become a Journalist. I do enjoy writing, so it might be fun? I don't really know, people say that you have all the time in the world to choose what you want to be. but then everything seemed so rushed, like there is a hurry to choose and choose now. Or life is just going to pass you by and you'll just be standing there with a dumb look on your face... Then when you do decide what you want to do then what? Will it just be the same day in day out? or will be different everyday with a new surprise? Who really knows? I guess you just have to choose then find out what's waiting for you... If it happens to be boring then YOU change it up a bit and make it fun. I guess that's what i'm trying to say?

Oh the things we think during the night that keep us awake. will there ever be a cure? Probably not, they say that your brain still works while you are sleeping. So thoughts just coming in all the time without stopping... What a mean brain! I want to sleep!

Ok i'm done babbling i'm going to try to get some sleep. Let's see if my brain will let me. GOODNIGHT READERS

Personal Opinion: The Blame Game

I have noticed something.... That most of the human race can't take the consequences of their actions. When something doesn't go as they planned they blame others for their failures and can't except that they are the ones that are most responsible. I guess it makes them feel better to put the blame on others...

What I have observed and what most people don't realize that when they blame others they are holding back Themselves. With grudges they are blinded by what's waiting for them in the future. They only see what's in the past... The "wrong doings" of the people that they see did them wrong. Therefore they are unhappy and are unable to reach the good things that could be waiting for them in the future. (Yes i do realize that there are some cases that can't be helped with this)

Take teenagers for instance most of them like to blame their parents because they can't do whatever they want, or they have to do things they don't want to do. They blame their parents for not loving them and then rebel and get into trouble that could lead them to death. Which actually most parents love their children and just want to seem them safe. (Again i know this isn't always the case, and I'm sorry for those of you who are in such situations...) But still they blame and rebel not realizing that they are the ones who are making them unhappy and not their parents.

Sometimes people play the blame game not with other people but with their own disabilities. Like a person that's Anti-Social (there's actually a medical term for it but I forgot what it was) who wants friends but because they blame their anti-socialness and let that hold them back they are unable to make friends. Or people with A.D.D. and A.D.H.D, most of them have been told that they are "stupid" or "unlearn able" to the point where they believe it and start blaming their A.D.D./A.D.H.D. for the reasons why they do so badly at school. They don't realize that A.D.D./A.D.H.D. does not mean that they are "stupid" or "unlearn able" it just means that they learn differently than others and actually most have an above average IQ.

People just need to realize that they are actually the ones holding them back, not other people... Sure it might be easier to blame others but it will get you nowhere fast. If a person has done you wrong it's OK to be bitter towards that person for a little while. but if it's like a year later and you still blame them then that's your own fault. It's in the past! All it's doing to you is making yourself bitter and unable to trust anyone.(I know not true in big cases but true in most) So get over it already!

If you have disabilities and you are not trying to overcome them, just blaming them. STOP IT!! The reason we have disabilities is so we can try to overcome them and be proud of who we are! If you are doing nothing with your disabilities and just letting them rule your life that's your own dang fault!

Take responsibility for yourself for once. Stop blaming others for your unhappiness and look in the mirror. Because 90% of the time it's your fault and no one Else's.

There that's my opinion, if you don't like it... TOUGH! For it's MY opinion, doesn't mean I'm right it's just what I THINK!